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I love you Bexi baby. You are my sister and my best friend. I wouldn't trade you for anything in the world. No matter what happens in our lives. Who we are dating, what we are doing or where we are, this will always hold true.
Together forever with our backs together against the world.....we will jump in those motherfuckin puddles.
Smile, sunshine. You have an amazing man that loves you, 2 beautiful albeit pain in the ass children, a smile that could outshine the sun, and a heart that can love anyone no matter their flaws. You are a one of a kind woman and I'm proud to call you my sister. I love you girlie.
Annnnooother awesome hot day, its staring to get a little cooler now though, apparently we have SNOW forecast for the weekend!!! the weathers getting weirder by the minute!!
Thinking about him, alot. He's amazing. Funny, sweet, beautiful and not that far from me :D
Can't wait to see him, n to feel his arms around me. !!
Anoooother hot day. But stayed in most of it, talking to a very awesome person. ;) And looking forward to hopefully seeing him in the flesh, soon :D
Took kids to the park after school, and i sat there with Rachel and we made daisy chains muaha, it felt nice to sit and do something i've missed as part of bein a grown up.
I'm not a grown up and im damn well not gonna be one ~stamps feet~
Well after ive cooked, cleaned, bathed and put the kids to bed... then immaturity will return :P
Todays been another crazy hot day!! in the 70s again. It's so random, This time last week, we were stood outside the school gates moaning at how cold it was, every1 wrapped up, contemplating buying gloves.... Now im sat here with terrible sunburn and a sun migraine!! Its mad!!!
Been at the sisters all afternoon, was nice to spend some time with my niece n nephew, went n brought my kids some more new clothes. Took them to the park after school, then to parents evening, and i came out a very proud mommy (well more than i already am if thats possible) And now we are home.
I'm going to regret sitting out in the sun, with already bad sunburn, tonight, i wont sleep much lol
But oh well, its meant to be like 9c by the weekend. Lap it up buttercup lol!! xx
Todays been pretty awesome. well it was till a certain point, in which a dumb bitch went into the back of my sister, then blamed my sister, until a witness pulled up and verified what we said... suddenly she didnt want to go through insurance afterall.. HA
It's been unusually hot in England today, it hit the 20s (around 70f?) for march thats pretty hot for us, we barely hit that most of summer. So had fun in my Garden with my 2 bestest friends, then in the park with my other 2 bestest friends in the WORLD (my babies)
Todays been a pretty awesome day ~nods~
Pic is Elisha (thats hr vr prof name too :P) and Azza, my best friend and her Boyfriend. Goofin in my garden lol.
Been taking some time off of vr, the drama is getting a bit too much. But thought id pop on today, as i always say VR is like crack.. you always come back for more muhaha
Happy Mothers day to all mothers (yea its mothers day in the UK today)
Have had lovely gifts from my babies, and am enjoying a lovely quiet sunday with them.
Went to church this morning for mothering sunday mass, which was lovely. And then went and had sunday lunch with Mom and Dad.
Cuddling on my sofa with my kids (while my sons lost in his harry potter game on xbox may i add! lol) it's not hard to see, what i see every single day.
I am truely blessed to have two amazing, careing, loving and polite little kids, that IVE raised. I'm so proud to call myself their mother, and them my children.
The feeling of unconditional love is the best feeling in the world.
Also its our 2nd year without another amazing mother, my Nan, miss her everyday, love her more everyday too.
And today is also a very sad day, its Natalies first mothers day away from her babies, so my thoughts and prayers are with her 2 beautiful daughters. Everywhere they look, and have been looking for the last few weeks, are a painful reminder that their beautiful mother got taken, far too soon. RIP Nat, happy mothers day angel ♥
Happy Mother's Day Bexi baby. You are right. You have 2 of the most amazing children I've seen. I'm proud of you. I have a hard time raising one by myself, I'm not sure I could raise 2. You are a wonderful mother and your kids show that. Their very polite and loving children, just like their mother is a very loving woman....polite when she wants to be :P. I love you woman. ~hugs to you and my babies~
16:00 Mar 16 2012 Times Read: 690
i finally did it!!! i can finally
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blow bubbles with bubble gum with my tongue bar in, ive been trying for a year, not being able to, with the bar getting stuck behind my teeth n me almost ripping my tongue down the middle :P
lol n u thought i was going to say something more interesting ;)
Writing this on my iPhone so apologies if anythin auto corrects lol
Just wanted to wish LadyDarkRayne and AtYourWindow good luck for today! Hope everything goes smoothly and you make a quick recovery!! Will be stalking your Facebook all day lol!! And AYW make sure u sing portobello road to him :P
Good luck guys eeeeeeep!!!!!
Anyways off to buy mothers day stuff for my mom for Sunday, n sisters birthday monday, I hate town, and people, and shopping!!! Gonne be a interesting day lol
Nrd - Bexi Bexi go look at this cam, this is EXACTLY what i would do if i had a peener
i go to the cam... theres a inside out penis (like tucked into his balls)
i love u nrd!! lol
We've been happily bonding for just over a hour... and tabby gets banned HAHA!!!
And Marci walks in like ,,, umm hi? what the fuck is this lol!!!
and as for poor lykos... well hes just like whut the hell r u lot talkin about?
we are talking about PORN get with it!! lol
when Hunter gets back hes got alot of backlog to catch up and im pretty sure hes going to be like... so..... WHAT? monkey business? bananas? PEE? what did i miss!? hahahahaha
First off, i would like to apologise to anyone who came to my cam last night and had to see that. I never cry on cam, i hate it when people do, but when someone you thought was an honest, true friend, and they betray you like that, your emotions get the better of you.
Ok this is vampire rave, not every1 is going to like eachother, now this person in particular, i thought was a friend, i even had plans to meet this person, as she is also in the uk. Last night shown just how easily she can disregard our friendship over idle, gossip, anon gossip non the less.
To the person in question. You claimed only TWO people knew your real name, thats bullshit because there were SO many times you had said your name on cam, before any trolling started, you dont realise you do it but you do! Not to mention the numerous people you had on your facebook, your name is on there or do you fail to look at things like that before being brainwashed to believe lies?
You sat with me hour after hour when Natalie died, when i was low, and upset, you sat with me, listening to me talk and talk about her, watching the videos of her with me, listening to her singing, listening to memories, and you think id would repay you for that by being a coward anon and trolling you? Youve been led to believe its me by a small bunch of idiots who think they can win and they almost did.
You sat last nigt and said a certain person had NOT said what she said about kids having different fathers, there were 10 other people in that cam who can vouch that she sat there on her cam and said YES I SAID IT. So the fact you are now saying she did not say it, proves how much of a liar this person really is!
I cried on broadcast, i DONT do that, i find it highly embarrassing, i deleted my profile because i couldnt grasp the fact thet YOU could think this of me.
But you know what? after a few hours sleep and wise words from AMAZING friends, who do know me, who do know i wouldnt do that to YOU of all people, im here, and im not going anywhere, so bring on the trolls, and im sure everytime you get trolled you will accuse them of being me. But i can hold my head up high, smile and say, you are SO wrong, so you go ahead and you think its me, im obviously not as cared for by you as you claim, proving, that you are just as fake as the idiots who lead you down a silly little path, as part of their games.
And you have lost a friend who actually gave a shit about u.
Your loss.
As for the people that have been there for me, specially last night. Thankyou, for believeing in me and knowing that the cruel things that are being thrown around, are not true.
8thHunterScar (i love ya n you better reactivate tard!!)
TattooedMommy (i love u the most ha!)
The666Reaper (i love ya bro!)
Veauclin (thankyou for your kind words i love ya!)
people like the person in question, speak of two faced people, but in reality can't grasp the concept of things going on around them.
that person would rather hear lies and deceit, how easily a person changes there ways from the actions and influence of others, i hope you look in the mirror today at the things you have done eat away at your very core, to know a true friend you had in a wonderful caring loving individual like bex is lost forever.
you were on cam wanting to kill yourself, who sat on cam with you? hmm.. bex did...none of your so called friends that feed you shit to turn against others, your really truly are pathetic worthless human being for what you did, i used to really like you, but that has all changed, when your feeling shit on cam none of your real friends will be there for you, cause you ripped all your friendships apart.
This is the message that I sent that person while you were still on cam last night.
[3/3/2012 9:37:42 PM] Marci:
Are you happy now? You've lost an amazing woman as your friend because you have to have your head stuck up someone's ass. You are fucking worthless. Do you hear her? She's crying because you HURT her. Are you proud of yourself. She thought you were her friend! You proved that you are just like everyone else on this fucking website. I really hope you are happy. You lost an amazing friend and one hell of a woman because you are to fucking stupid to see reason. Bexi would fucking do anything for the people she cares about and that WAS you. How dare you accuse her of something you NO she would never do. Just leave her cam and leave her alone because I won't be nice the next time I message you. Now I have to go pick of the pieces of what your stupid bullshit left of my best friend
Now what I have to say to you is this Bexi. I love you to death. You are my sister and my best friend and I wouldn't trade you for anything in the world. You are an amazing woman and an amazing mother. Fuck the haters babygirl because they only make us stronger. Hold your head up. Your true friends know what kind of a person you truly are. I'm sorry that she hurt you. I hope one of these days she realizes what she's lost. Spoken from someone who has thought they've lost you its not a good feeling to look around and know that you are gone. I've felt that way many times and they were all horrible. I will never walk away from you and never think the worst of you because I know you. I know how true you are to all of your friends. I'm always here. As for the trolling, just shows how low they all really are. Baby, they have to constantly put you down to make themselves feel better. I would rather be trolled than be a troll for that reason alone to be honest. Because like you I KNOW who I am. I would rather be hated for who I am than be loved for who I'm not. ~hugs~ Smile that gorgeous smile and tell them to go fuck themselves.
You are amazing Bexi. Alaina got your card and she loved it. Its hanging on the wall above her bed right now. She kept saying mommy aunt bexi sent this to me all the way from far far away. where's that place again? ~giggles~ She kept telling my mom how Lilly is her best friend and Bradley is her brother. You made her day sweetheart. Thank you so much for all the things you have done for me and for her. You truly are one of a kind.
11:31 Mar 02 2012 Times Read: 923
I dont usually listen to anons, but i actually do believe this. A ever so kind anon came to my cam to tell me how, 'SL85' was being a complete ignorant cunt, without getting facts about peoples lives she likes to think she knows EVERYTHING, now i cant say if this was aimed at me, but the fact the host of the cam had allegedly said the anon was me, im guessing since im the one with the 2 kids with different dads, id say she was talking about me.
say it to my face, i dont hide the fact i cant stand you, you talk down to people, you think your oh so great, when infact your just another dumb ignorant cunt online. Get a grip you twat.
Yup i have 2 kids and yup they both have a different dad... and whats your point to that?? Is it my fault bradleys dad was a complete idiot when it came down to responsibility? nope, was it my fault when Lillys dad beat me so i made the choice to kick him out b4 it effected my children in anyway ? Its people like you who cause constant shit, ,without facts that do my head in.
I may be alot of things, but i can tell you right here and now, my kids could ask for nothing, my kids r happy, theyre loved, clothed, fed, the happiest, polite children you could ever meet. And im a fantastic single mother to them. While studying and making sure they have everything, but they have 1 thing you will never understand, its called unconditional love.
Im sure theres alot more women on here who have children by different dads, and i hope you realise the concequences of your pathetic little words.
Get a life and stay out of other peoples lives, youre a pathetic little drama bitch.
My kids have two different dad's too. Quite by my own choice.
I think other people need to stop worrying about what is going on in other people's bedrooms. I also think that if the person wants to be ignorant and dramatic they should start a profile at Cafemom.
Not you Jynx, stay away from that place. It's horrible and full of aggressive bitches who spend more time talking online about being mothers than they do actually being mothers.
19:17 Mar 01 2012 Times Read: 941
i dont put pics or vids up of my kids on here, but i cant help but put this up, im so proud of him, hes 7 years old, and can listen to a song on the tv and instantly put it down onto his keyboard, perfectly. His fav song in church is colors of day, he heard it, came home and instantly started playing it on his keyboard. Nobody has taught him how to play it, His school teachers all heard him play it and theyre all shocked too and cant believe just he has this beautiful talent. So theyve asked him to play it in whole school assembly tomorrow for them to sing along with it. Words cant even begin to describe just how proud i am of him. Play him a song and i can bet you within 5minutes hes playing it, he shocks himself sometimes.
so heres the video of my son, playing colors of day, self taught, with his eyes closed
I'm pretty sure there's got to be something wrong with me. I don't know what, or why, i just cant stand people! I can talk to people online, pretty much as open as i feel like being at the time, but when it comes to actual people, i'm finding myself thinking will you just hurry the fuck up and go home!! My best friend Elisha is the only one i can sit with for hours n hours, and hardly even speak at all, but we r both happily comfortable enough to literally just chill without having to talk every second. Like one friend, will come round, and she doesn't shut up, seriously by the time shes gone i've got jaw ache n headache from responding n nodding my head.
And men.. well i'm 100% sure i'm not running right there, i've been single for 2 years, and i've tried, i really have, but even if i like them ALOT, and arrange to meet up again, i cancel, i make excuses, i'll talk to someone online for months, then will arrange to meet, and ill just close right up and stop speaking to them. I literally wont meet them more than once or maybe twice, then i'll convince myself there's something wrong with them somewhere. Dunno if its defense mechanism, or i'm just plain anti social, but its getting annoying. There's one, that no matter what, i'll never get him out my head, and we are SO amazing together, but we both cancel all the time, after cancelling last weekend cus his cars clutch went, i thought enough is enough, i even let a old friend around last night, and we had SUCH a good time, i really laughed and felt relaxed and nice, then he tells me he really likes me, so i cancel on him tonight, cus this is what i do... My brain doesn't like me, i've just decided.
COMMENTS
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SilentSerenity
00:24 Mar 31 2012
I love you Bexi baby. You are my sister and my best friend. I wouldn't trade you for anything in the world. No matter what happens in our lives. Who we are dating, what we are doing or where we are, this will always hold true.
Together forever with our backs together against the world.....we will jump in those motherfuckin puddles.
Smile, sunshine. You have an amazing man that loves you, 2 beautiful albeit pain in the ass children, a smile that could outshine the sun, and a heart that can love anyone no matter their flaws. You are a one of a kind woman and I'm proud to call you my sister. I love you girlie.
Jynx
12:09 Mar 31 2012
you made me cry, dork!
love u more than poptarts and skittles xx